For you.

Dear you..

Not seeing you for such a long time made me surprise when you called me over midnight last night. That was not your first time to cry on my shoulder. That was just... so sudden that made me worried and wondered why. I said 'hi', you didn't respond. I said 'whats going on?', you just still in your silent mode, but I DID hear the sob. Then I stop asking you and I gave a time to neutralize yourself from your sorrow.

I know you.  You and me had ever had such a relationship. Before that we were bestfriends and so are we now.

30 minutes passed by without any sound, but I still kept waiting anyway. Neither I  surprised nor I expected too much before you shared to me your stories. Trust me, you are going to be okay. You always will. I've known you long enough to know that you'll get through this just fine, whatever the end is going to be.

I would never forget the conversation we always had about how getting through stuff like this. Just pretend that it is just like a piece of cake though in reality, it isn't that effin' easy, but that idea works and make the problems easier to face. Then you started to talk about everything has happened to you. 

Dear you..

I know that hurts you so badly. You know it hurts me also when I see one of my closest people in sadness and feels painful in life. I know you didn't deserve it, but it's life. You have dealt with this before, and you will see another of this in the future. I'm sure.

Just remember, effin loads of wrong turn are necessary existing in your life in order to get you reach the right path. So cheer up. Smile. Laugh. I'm never going anywhere, anyway, Win.

Stay strong! I know you can through this all.


*big hugs*



ps. There's nothing makes breathing easier than hearing you laughed this morning on the phone. Keep smiling, deary.. :)

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