... And End Up Scolding Myself For Being Foolish

Matters come and go. Seems like life is complicated and the world looks like not such an easy place for living. People made it that way. though. When it comes to me over and over again, I always try to see the good in everyone. I always think everyone should be given a chance and I always tell myself that everyone has a heart. They are humans, for goodness sake. So,I always forgive those who have hurt me.


There was a time, when I realized that not everyone deserved a chance. Some people were born devils. And they took opportunity to hurt you deeper when you started being good to them. The world was a scary place.



At least, that's what I thought



Mama bilang, "Lagi-lagi seperti ini. Don't trust people too much, Deyang. Not even me. Trust yourself and Allah. Tidak ada yang sempurna selain Dia. Ofcourse you need to listen to everyone. Learn from everything. But you also need to listen to your heart and learn from the past. Let that be a lesson. Allah lagi negor deyang, Allah secara ga langsung lagi cerita sama deyang.Allah pengen jg deyang ngerasain apa yang Dia rasain waktu dia lagi kecewa sama deyang kaya yang deyang rasain ini. Tidak enak toh? Maafin aja kesalahan orang, terserah orang mau ngelakuin apa. Apapun yang deyang lakuin inget selalu sama Allah, lakuin semua ikhlas karena Allah. Allah will never leave you alone. Keep in mind that Allah never sleeps ."


Susi bilang, "Ga ada orang yang baiknya 100% Yak. Jadi ya jangan percaya sm orang 100% juga. Biasanya sesuatu yg kamu terlalu adore biasanya itu dia yang lbh bs bikin km sakit hati. Knpa? Because you expect too much."


Adil bilang, "Lo sih. selalu ngeliat dunia make kacamata item biar bisa ngeliat keindahan dunia dibawah terik matahari. Lo ga sadar, padahal dgn gitu lo cuma mengamankan diri lo doang karna lo takut matahari nyakitin mata lo. Padahal pake kacamata juga, lo ga bakal bisa ngeliat keindahan yang sebenarnya, warna sebenarnya. Makanya, lepasin kacamata lo. Biarin silaunya matahari sesekali nyakitin mata lo.Dunia itu ya seperti itu, terkadang ada kalanya pas di jalan mesti ngerasain yang ga enak dulu buat nyari tau sesuatu yang hakiki, yang enak, yang indah."


Biby bilang, "Tuhan sayang sm semua makhlukNya tanpa terkecuali. Tapi tetep aja pasti ada yang 'tersayang' buat dia. Tergantung gimananya kita, kita mau milih yang mana. Ikhlas aja..Tuhan tau kamu udah ngelakuin yang terbaik"


Mpep bilang, "Udah ga usah dipikirin lg. Setiap orang pernah jatoh bukan cuma lo doang. You can choose one of these two; you wanna sit there thinking about it for the rest of your life, that's death! Or, you wanna get up and do something to make it better, at least for you. That's life!"



Matter is overrated on my mind sometimes.




life is up to you. life is complicated.  life is about taking choices. but above all of what life is, life needs to be well-understood.