LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP

Have you ever been  in a Long Distance Relationship before? Or are you currently in a long distance relationship and find it difficult? 

I have been there, my first, and that was cool ! mine was a forbidden also, our relationship was a very tough one, our parents / friends didn’t approve of us either. I sneaked around behind my Mom’s back just to be with him. And that was hard for us  since we are both extremely family oriented.

“don’t get me wrong, I am not trying to say my relationship is better than yours. But what I feel, you’ll never  be able to feel in million years. ” What I ever told to one of my best friends.

Distance Relationship is interesting. Yes, though so many people warn against it, with good reason. There are times that unbelievably hard to stand to be parted from someone you love.

Dear you, Lady Drama Queen.. why the fuck  you have to be so close ? Why don’t you open for someone .Just open your eyes, see your surroundings ! There’s some people out there want to know you more and try to erase your hurt .

Hey ! that’s not easy as you think to open for someone new .I know there’s some boys out there try to break the wall and try to make me better . But it’s hard to choose the right one , I’m just not ready for other hurts, other tears ,other lies and other broken promises . 

You can not love somebody whom you never seen before and been faaaar away from you !

Why ? is that really a matter? I have not seen God, but I love him.

HE IS ACTUALLY NOT A GOD !

I perfectly know, but he ever made my days. He ever brought happiness in my life. 

But right now that is not like that anymore. Ohhh, do you still can not forget that guy?

Truthfully yes.. but not that messy also, this time I just want to be alone , my heart need to breath . I’m tired..

Hmm okey ,I know maybe it’s hard . But please try to open your heart for someone new don’t stuck .cause someone out there just waiting for you ,to delete all the hurt and make a new story .

I already open my heart, but actually I can’t. I probably will not search anymore , I think.. All the best that I can do is I’m just sitting, waiting for the right one to make me smile again and to make me fallin love again. If that  were still exist.

That is exist! Allright ,Brain’ll tell you who is Mr.right and Mr.wrong . Just follow your heart and hear what brain said .

Sure..

People say that at my age, I don’t really know what love is. Well, then maybe there’s another explanation for the way I feel about him..  How every time I try to think about something else, I only can think about one thing, that’s him. We end up nothing now, but I will never regret about this.  So many reasons that I’ve thought so far.  Distance relationship is hard, there’s no doubt about that. But if you know where the two of you are going, nothing is more meaningful than that.

Yes, even LDR does not really work in my love life, but for some people, Long Distance Relationship works and it's worth it! don't worry , just keep on going and don't let the doubts kill you. :)