LEGOWO

Well, after all this stressful feelings, I've learned something. That we must be kind to ourself. You know, our body needs more support. So, say yes to sunlight, fresh air, and enjoyable movement. Acknowledge your efforts and successes. Speak kindly to yourself. Watch movies that inspire or make you laugh, you will love it. Have more fun!

Joy is not going to magically appear. Joy comes from inside you. Joy is now, not later.

And for Canada, actually this is not my time. I'm sad, really dissapointed with myself, even with Allah. But yes I'm wrong, I'm really trying to not envy with the person who got the good one even with my friend who have got the 4th rank. I have to IKHLAS and LEGOWO with all of these. Great dreamer has great passion and patience and I realize that if I don't have enough PATIENCE in every dream I make, I believe I can never make it happen. So, congratulation for you girl who won that program, you are such a smart and the luckiest girls in the world. until now I still imagine that I could be like you now, how happy I am!

We can't be happy all the time, that's for sure. But definitely, I try not to bring myself really down and try to think positive & think to myself what can make me happy and what I should do to accomplish my dreams in life. That's really hard to do I know.

Anyway, don't you think the more you have experienced troubles, the more you experience happiness in life? Thats what I've got!

SMILE and the world will smile with you :)

And thanks for all the support guys!

Love you so much

Xoxo