AKU ADA

Aku Ada ( Dewi Lestari Feat Arina Mocca )


Melukiskanmu saat senja
Memanggil namamu ke ujung dunia
Tiada yang lebih pilu
Tiada yang menjawabku selain hatiku
Dan ombak berderu

Di pantai ini kau slalu sendiri
Tak ada jejakku di sisimu
Namun saat ku tiba
Suaraku memanggilmu akulah lautan
Ke mana kau s'lalu pulang

Jingga di bahuku
Malam di depanku
Dan bulan siaga sinari langkahku
Ku terus berjalan
Ku terus melangkah
Kuingin kutahu engkau ada

Memandangimu saat senja
Berjalan di batas dua dunia
Tiada yang lebih indah
Tiada yang lebih rindu
Selain hatiku
Andai engkau tahu

Di pantai itu kau tampak sendiri
Tak ada jejakku di sisimu
Namun saat kau rasa
Pasir yang kau pijak pergi akulah lautan
Memeluk pantaimu erat

Jingga di bahumu
Malam di depanmu
Dan bulan siaga sinari langkahmu
Teruslah berjalan
Teruslah melangkah
Ku tahu kau tahu aku ada...




"...Dengarkah kamu? Aku ada. Aku masih ada. Aku selalu ada. Rasakan aku, sebut namaku seperti mantra yang meruncing menuju satu titik untuk kemudian melebur, meluber, dan melebar. Rasakan perasaanku yang bergerak bersama alam untuk menyapamu.."

:')

we have a lot of time to talk each other. together as in our way. I know you for a very short period, but that doesn’t stop me from knowing you very well in time. I believe that knowing someone isn’t about seeing them every day, but about understanding them better than anyone else in the world. when nobody in this world I couldn't believe even believe in myself, there was you saying that you do believe in me. you trust me with no doubt! I'm sorry I can't fill all your expectation.
(sometimes) I understand you and you (always) understand me and it is as simple as that.


thank you for lending me your shoulder to cry on.
thank you for listening every un-important word which is always full of complaints and problems.
thank you for always be there whenever I need, give me hugs, assuage my anger and always stay tho I never ask you to stay. I need it really, every woman does.
thank you for the patience and positive support.
thank you for "talking me off the edge" over and over again.

All your love and prayers have kept me alive. you are an awesome person inside and out and my prayer is that you have a very very really best soulmate later. you really deserve it!

I wish that there would be no one will hurt you anymore including me.. aamiin

PS. I LOVE YOU

Note : The title is from this extract :

PS. I love you, Holly, and I know you love me. You don't need my belongings to remember me by, you don't need to keep them as proof that I existed or still exist in your mind. You don't need to wear my sweater to feel me around you; I'm already here,, always wrapping my arms around you. - Gerry